and I know that I should let go, but I can't.

yo.

i'mma make a bulleted list of things that are going on and get back to my life. mmkay? mmkay!

• I survived my exam for Abnormal Psychology--got a 95%. I was pretty impressed with myself, considering how stressed I have been this year. GO ME.
• I survived my Philosophy presentation today, which is only one of my three presentations, but it's one step closer to being done with this crazy week. It wasn't that bad but I was shaking like a leaf the entire time (because if you know me, I don't like speaking in class, let alone in front of a class in a presentation format.) luckily, my pal Kelsey was supportive, because she's the only one in my philosophy class who legitimately knows about my irrational fear of talking in class. and yup, now it's on the Internet. cool. 
• My Women's Literature presentation is tomorrow and my group hasn't ran through it, but thanks to technology, we have our entire ppt on Google Docs and it's 100% done. I just have to get through it without voming on people and shaking. 
• I get to meet my little sister tomorrow afternoon! (For those who don't know, I'm doing this service learning project for one of my classes and one of the options was Big Brothers Big Sisters through the local school district.) but I'm excited. it's going to be good.
• I talked to my mom today for about a half hour and it definitely made me feel better about life. <3
• PHI SIGMA SIGMA INITIATION IS THIS WEEKEND AND I JUST...AHHH. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW MEMBERS TO BECOME INITIATED SISTERS, SO I JUST HAD TO WRITE THIS IN ALL CAPS. (Phi Sigma Sigma is my sorority, by the way. in case you weren't previously aware. it's been a solid in my college life, since my second semester of my freshman year.)
• I am listening to Kate Nash's album "Made of Bricks" and I must say...it's pretty solid, even though it's 5 years old or so.
• My bestest friend got her driver's license and I am so proud.

so much for doing this on a daily, eh?

it's just...life. it's busy. it's stressful. but you just have to keep pressing on.