It's a blast, isn't it? Not knowing anything at all about life. Well, any of the important things anyway.
Yes, I'm only twenty but I'm getting to the point where I don't think I'm overreacting at all. It's becoming more and more obvious that I'm just floating by and not trying academically at all. Required readings are optional, homework is such a chore, writing papers seems like a waste of time, the Internet seems way better than what I've got going on here, friends are busy doing things that are important and well...I'm just not on the same page. I'm so tempted to take time off but I know I'll probably regret it. I'll be trapped in the hometown that I detest, and surrounded by people who I'd rather not be around.
But as they say, you don't know until you try... I feel like I'm losing my mind sitting around in the same place, doing the same things over and over again. At least break is coming and at least I did go to D.C. At least.
So if anyone asks, I'll say I'm fine. I'll say that this is only temporary. I'll say that college is wonderful.
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