You deserve a smile with no regret. :)

Moral Luck by Greg Ross

You’re driving down the road and, in a moment of inattention, you run a red light. In one universe a cop pulls you over and gives you a ticket. In another universe you hit a little old lady and kill her.

In the first universe you’re just an ordinary motorist. In the second you’re a shameful monster. But you had no control over the presence of the little old lady; the same (small) list of controllable actions were available to you in both universes.

If our moral responsibility extends only to our voluntary actions, then in both universes your only transgression lies in running the red light. Why then do we assign additional blame for hitting the lady, an outcome over which you had no control?

Blogger's Note: I found this while on StumbleUpon. I love this, especially the last sentence. I don't have an answer for the question though. :)

That girl is a MONSTER.

I must be some kind of monster. A monster who drowns herself in Arby's to cover up the pain. A monster who hurts the people who love her because she doesn't hide her emotions. A monster who is cynical, sarcastic, rude, bitchy, and honest. A monster who is slowly realizing that people never change, no matter how much you want them to. A monster who is starting to see the lies underneath all that truth. A monster who cannot accept that she is also wrong. A monster who very well could be overreacting. A monster who wants to tear apart everything just to make it better. A monster who cannot stand the thought of the ending...

How monsterous of me.

Caught red-handed in the buiscuit tin!

I've been a bad girl... 


and no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to be good again.

I miss myself
Before all of this happened
Before I lost some innocence
Before I went bad...

I want to turn back
I long to start again
This feeling has occured before
but never fully due to my actions

I miss who I was
and now, who will I be?
Will I change back or
will I stay as I am now?

I can't take back my actions
I never could before so
I cannot do it now
But why do I still desire to?

Class calls. Missing that again would ruin me.

Nothing like a good lightsaber battle to get you through the day... :)

In other news...

1. My hair didn't turn out like I expected but people like it so I'm going with it.
2. My weekend was unexpectadly awesome, thanks to Allie and Kelly mostly. I love them like sisters...literally. :)
3. It was lil sibs weekend this past weekend, which made me miss mine.
4. It's Greek Week this week--whatever that means--plus I get to see Sadie on Wednesday. :D
5. I'm still applying for jobs and I got accepted to Washtenaw Community College. Yay me! (Don't worry, Alma! I wouldn't even think about leaving you for good!)
6. This weekend, is Relay for Life (I'm walking at 3:30 am because I'm bad ass.) and then, I get to go home and see the musical. Booya!
7. Also: I get to see Nykki and possibly make rainbow cupcakes. WIN.
8. I'm pretty sure that's it.
9. Oh, I should think about sleeping considering what time it is.

Take a sad song, and make it better.

I remember when I used to hate the song "Hey Jude" by the Beatles. I think there are 2 main reasons for this.

1. It's quite a long song.
2. I didn't fully understand the meaning of the words at the time.

The song basically says go after what you want and when you find it, things in your life will improve. Plus, it's the Beatles so what's not to love?

Ps. I made the font green because, jude would be jade, if it had a different vowel. :P

PIE.

I wonder if we'll celebrate it tomorrow... I think we should. :)

I have a lot on my mind. A lot that many of you are unaware of. Today was very emotional and tough for me. All of my scars were open at once and that's never a pleasant feeling.

So I guess I have to face the facts. Get up and be like, hey emotions. I know it's 3 am but who cares?! I have to take care of my emotions before I can fix my sleep cycle. :)

My computer is going to die pretty damn soon.

Oh life...

What's the use in you denying that what you have is wrong?

Bipolar

I'll be out of my mind and you'll be out of ideas pretty soon so...let's spend an afternoon in a cold hot air balloon. :)

Ahh...finally, after a long week, I am an initiated member of Phi Sigma Sigma. I can dig it. :D

Formal=tonight. Yay!

Mood switch!
Never take friendship personal. If you can't hold yourself together, why should I hold you now?


Good frickin question...


I really do care.


I don't care at all.


Gah. Both are lies.

Mood switch!

HappyhappyjoyjoyhappyhappyjoyhappyhappyjoyjoyJOY!!!

You know, I haven't told you this but certain events still burn in the back of my mind and it's truly frustrating.

When you tell me I'm a wreck...

Okay, do you recall last month at all? Because I do. After breaking up with your girlfriend FOR ME, wouldn't it make sense for you to still want to be with me?

Apparently not to you.

Wouldn't it be nice?

I won't date you because you cheated and yet I still have feelings for you. Great, huh?


I can't win.

What you don't understand is I catch a grenade for ya...

March.

I can see the grass so that's probably a good sign.

I kinda want a Shamrock Shake, but I don't like spending money all the time.

My coat has a stain. That's what you get when you eat Snack Wraps in the dark.

I'm getting my hair trimmed today.


So why don't we run away?